Another day
It's time for me to face the facts. I messed up pretty badly this year. I took on more than I was capable of, and refused to blame myself when I couldn't find a way out. I haven't worked nearly as hard as I should have. So, for all the mistakes I've made this year, I own up. There are things I could have done differently.
And now, there are things I will have to do differently. My staying at Western again hangs in the balance of my grades. If I work harder (and I fully intend to) I can probably pull some of them up. All the same, I'm a bit tired of having the same things hanging over my head each time Momma and Daddy see fit. So, tomorrow is another day. And I'm going to fix things and get my life back into liveable format. Cause this is the only life I've got, and there's no point just hoping things will eventually get better. Not if I can fix whats wrong.
I've already admitted there are things about my daily life that are going to have to change if I'm going to learn to function. But I will figure out in what ways they need to be changed. Because that's my job, as executive producer of my life.A
Tomorrow will be a day of advising and make up work. I will get my schedule straightened for next year and this coming summer. I will mail my tax form. I will call Tara and get everything straightened out on that end. And I will go look for a job. That's not too much in one day, I ought to be able to manage it.
If nothing else, I'm hopeful. But I've got a long way to go. And a lot of very big, very stubborn faults. Love me anyway
And now, there are things I will have to do differently. My staying at Western again hangs in the balance of my grades. If I work harder (and I fully intend to) I can probably pull some of them up. All the same, I'm a bit tired of having the same things hanging over my head each time Momma and Daddy see fit. So, tomorrow is another day. And I'm going to fix things and get my life back into liveable format. Cause this is the only life I've got, and there's no point just hoping things will eventually get better. Not if I can fix whats wrong.
I've already admitted there are things about my daily life that are going to have to change if I'm going to learn to function. But I will figure out in what ways they need to be changed. Because that's my job, as executive producer of my life.A
Tomorrow will be a day of advising and make up work. I will get my schedule straightened for next year and this coming summer. I will mail my tax form. I will call Tara and get everything straightened out on that end. And I will go look for a job. That's not too much in one day, I ought to be able to manage it.
If nothing else, I'm hopeful. But I've got a long way to go. And a lot of very big, very stubborn faults. Love me anyway