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Wow, tonight was the first time I saw and heard my dad cry. It's so weird. I didn't know he could cry. And it like broke me inside. We're so alike in a way ..in most ways. Rebellious, stubborn, sarcastic and funny. And i've never been too close to my dad ..well actually both my parents. I mean I talk to them, live with them, know them. We just aren't that kind of "OH I LOVE YOU GOOD NIGHT" family.
But my dad hurting like this. I couldn't believe it. I guess something like this is enough to even shake him. A guy, a great guy he was close with since he was young ..just passed away today in a tragic accident. My dad, a while ago, just got a call from his childhood friend, and I was in the living room, slightly listening to conversation. And all I heard was my dad go "get the fuck out ..get the fuck out!" ..and slowly you could hear his voice crack and the crying came. It wasn't massive cry like I can do at times. But for my dad, it was surprising.
I guess everybody does cry.
I don't know. Seeing my parents cry is the hardest thing ever.
But my dad hurting like this. I couldn't believe it. I guess something like this is enough to even shake him. A guy, a great guy he was close with since he was young ..just passed away today in a tragic accident. My dad, a while ago, just got a call from his childhood friend, and I was in the living room, slightly listening to conversation. And all I heard was my dad go "get the fuck out ..get the fuck out!" ..and slowly you could hear his voice crack and the crying came. It wasn't massive cry like I can do at times. But for my dad, it was surprising.
I guess everybody does cry.
I don't know. Seeing my parents cry is the hardest thing ever.