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PMS IS RETURNING ONCE AGAIN.
I can feel it. :X I feel like shit. Yeah, I think most of you know. O:
I don't even feel moody, well kinda at times, but not all FUCKYOUUUUU! to everyone randomly. atm, I just don't feel like talking. I just want to take some pamprin and lay down. My stomach hurts so bad, and even just being on the laptop is irritating. So yeah, not on tonight, ..maybe later if I get my ass up out of bed.
But anyways. I'm stuck working all week. Every other day is open, and the others are close. I'm not looking foward to Friday though ...1:30 - 10. I'VE ALWAYS DREAD THAT SHIFT. I've worked longer days ..but something about that time ..it seems so much longer than anything else. Right when the morning goes, and the afternoon is starting ..and your whole day/night is gone. And after, you don't want to do anything but go home and sleep. And people are probably going to be all "OMG IT'S FRIDAY! LET'S CHILLLLLLL!" and I'm going to be like "...ehheh LETS WAIT TILL TOMORROW...!" jkdfkjfdkjf. Yeah, especially cause I know my period is started sometime at the end of this week. FML.
OH, something about work I got to mention. Sometime last week, Casey got stopped by one of the mall security dudes when she was bringing stuff to the warehouse ...and let me just say, we've been doing that for the whole almost 2 years I've been there. And nobody has ever said we couldn't go through the mall with the cart and boxes. So the dude showed Casey this LONG ass way through many backrooms and doors and ughgh. It's like a fucking safari, i'm serious. I had to get there earlier today, cause Traci had to finally show me how to get there. Btw, when we would always go, it would take like WHAT 5 minutes ..depending how heavy and how many boxes we had.
So we have to go through our back ..through this long back hallway, go out into the mall for a sec, and then back into the other side of the backroom, turning corners ..going through dark alleys ...getting lost at deadends. Traci got us lost. THIS PLACE WAS MAD CREEPY. haha, there's no way I'm ever going alone to the warehouse anyways. Going through these backrooms alone just for a second is creepy enough ...NOT BEING IN THERE FOR 5+ minutes though. x_x I need to take pictures of this certain place ..it's like from a horror movie, like if you go down, someone will get you. ughghg.
But yeah, it's retarded. ESPECIALLY WHEN WE HAVE TO TAKE LIKE MORE THAN ONE TRIP TO THERE. fuck that.
AND OH. I think I gave up cigarettes. YUP. Friday @ like 4 was the last time I had one. Didn't have one all weekend, and I'm proud of myself today. I was so tempted to go buy a pack ..Traci thought I was going insane. I took apart these cardboard things and had two long ones and was jumping around twirling them acting like some ninja I DON'T EVEN KNOW. and at times I'd just fall to the ground and scream and go AWHWHSAAHAH. yeah, pretty bad nicotine withdrawl. BUT I SUCKED IT IN. :D didn't have any. whoo.
Traci doesn't have faith in me though ......lol bitch. D:
work makes it hard not to crave cigarettes. just wanting to get out of that place for a minute ..just to puff, ughghg. Especially rude ass customers STFU. >> GONNA MAKE ME BURN MY LUNGSSSS. And I get the smell in my nose and it's like "OMG"
well, i'm doing good. Still gonna be hard, since both parents smoke ....A LOT. i'll stay away from them. x__x I hate going out places, especially with people who smoke (..cause most of the people I chill with ...smoke) ..or just when I go somewhere and see someone smoking outside ..it's like THE SMELL.
i'll do it, i'll do it. X: CANCER STICKS STAY AWAY PLZ.
Other than that shit, life is pretty good overall.
ahah any I think I want to do one of those voice memes, where you guys can tell me to say (or even sing) anything you want. WHAT DO YOU THINK? LOLYES?
I can feel it. :X I feel like shit. Yeah, I think most of you know. O:
I don't even feel moody, well kinda at times, but not all FUCKYOUUUUU! to everyone randomly. atm, I just don't feel like talking. I just want to take some pamprin and lay down. My stomach hurts so bad, and even just being on the laptop is irritating. So yeah, not on tonight, ..maybe later if I get my ass up out of bed.
But anyways. I'm stuck working all week. Every other day is open, and the others are close. I'm not looking foward to Friday though ...1:30 - 10. I'VE ALWAYS DREAD THAT SHIFT. I've worked longer days ..but something about that time ..it seems so much longer than anything else. Right when the morning goes, and the afternoon is starting ..and your whole day/night is gone. And after, you don't want to do anything but go home and sleep. And people are probably going to be all "OMG IT'S FRIDAY! LET'S CHILLLLLLL!" and I'm going to be like "...ehheh LETS WAIT TILL TOMORROW...!" jkdfkjfdkjf. Yeah, especially cause I know my period is started sometime at the end of this week. FML.
OH, something about work I got to mention. Sometime last week, Casey got stopped by one of the mall security dudes when she was bringing stuff to the warehouse ...and let me just say, we've been doing that for the whole almost 2 years I've been there. And nobody has ever said we couldn't go through the mall with the cart and boxes. So the dude showed Casey this LONG ass way through many backrooms and doors and ughgh. It's like a fucking safari, i'm serious. I had to get there earlier today, cause Traci had to finally show me how to get there. Btw, when we would always go, it would take like WHAT 5 minutes ..depending how heavy and how many boxes we had.
So we have to go through our back ..through this long back hallway, go out into the mall for a sec, and then back into the other side of the backroom, turning corners ..going through dark alleys ...getting lost at deadends. Traci got us lost. THIS PLACE WAS MAD CREEPY. haha, there's no way I'm ever going alone to the warehouse anyways. Going through these backrooms alone just for a second is creepy enough ...NOT BEING IN THERE FOR 5+ minutes though. x_x I need to take pictures of this certain place ..it's like from a horror movie, like if you go down, someone will get you. ughghg.
But yeah, it's retarded. ESPECIALLY WHEN WE HAVE TO TAKE LIKE MORE THAN ONE TRIP TO THERE. fuck that.
AND OH. I think I gave up cigarettes. YUP. Friday @ like 4 was the last time I had one. Didn't have one all weekend, and I'm proud of myself today. I was so tempted to go buy a pack ..Traci thought I was going insane. I took apart these cardboard things and had two long ones and was jumping around twirling them acting like some ninja I DON'T EVEN KNOW. and at times I'd just fall to the ground and scream and go AWHWHSAAHAH. yeah, pretty bad nicotine withdrawl. BUT I SUCKED IT IN. :D didn't have any. whoo.
Traci doesn't have faith in me though ......lol bitch. D:
work makes it hard not to crave cigarettes. just wanting to get out of that place for a minute ..just to puff, ughghg. Especially rude ass customers STFU. >> GONNA MAKE ME BURN MY LUNGSSSS. And I get the smell in my nose and it's like "OMG"
well, i'm doing good. Still gonna be hard, since both parents smoke ....A LOT. i'll stay away from them. x__x I hate going out places, especially with people who smoke (..cause most of the people I chill with ...smoke) ..or just when I go somewhere and see someone smoking outside ..it's like THE SMELL.
i'll do it, i'll do it. X: CANCER STICKS STAY AWAY PLZ.
Other than that shit, life is pretty good overall.
ahah any I think I want to do one of those voice memes, where you guys can tell me to say (or even sing) anything you want. WHAT DO YOU THINK? LOLYES?