Well, today officially sucked. ♥
Tomorrow is a new day.
private.
+ Waking up was quite pleasant.
+/- Other-Rufus came back. Not entirely sure if this'll prove to be good or not.
- Somehow managed to make things extremely awkward with Squall. Way to go, self.
- Kitten is missing. I don't know where he got out or how...
+ Had a very, very good dinner made. Was quite pleased with myself.
- ...Dinner got extremely cold while I was distracted talking to Tseng and Val. ......
- Tseng's a jerk and needs to be punched in the face until he learns some sensitivity.
- Val's going to get a long, long bitching at lecture if she decides to come back here tonight.
- Irritated Schu.
+ Found a bottle of wine still left over from awhile back in my kitchen cabinets.
- ...Can't get the cork out. asdflkajf.
Whatever, whatever. It was just one of those days, and tomorrow will be better, right? Right. It'd be nice if I could get to the upper level to see Husband and Naminé, but I can't. I guess I should have thought about that before shooting and killing Tseng. Dammit.
This entire thing with Val and ShinRa really needs to come to a head and something needs to give. No, I don't think it was fair what they requested her to do. But no one's forcing her to stay with them. If it were that big of a deal, if he were that important or she were feeling that oppressed, it was and still is perfectly possible for her to leave. Staying there and giving them more reasons to distrust her is only making matters worse. Or, if she wants to keep her job, then she needs to do as she's told. It's what they pay her for. We can't always have everything we want. Sometimes choices need to be made.
In the words of Squall,
... Whatever.
Speaking of, he'll be home soon. What am I supposed to say? I really ought to stop this... trend of running off from the people I care about. Tseng might've chased me down; doesn't mean anyone else will or should.