Finally...
I finally got internet back. It seemed like forever. It's not cool, however, because it's dial-up and damn... I really liked cable. My parents are habitually poor though, so we can't afford cable internet anymore. Which, also sucks, because now we don't have cable tv. So basically, I've been bored OUT OF MY FUCKING MIND this week. I actually went out with my parents and my little brother to the movie the other night. That was long... I'm slightly livid with my parents right now because it seems like they make decent money... but we're still in this shit-hole, we still don't have a lot of food in our cupboards, I'm still sitting at a computer used by the family that was bought by me, and it just sucks. I know I'm a whiny little kid because I know it could be worse, much worse, but it's still just kind of disheartening.
In other news... I've been a little odd lately because this past month I've been getting weened off my Zoloft. I backed down to 50 mg from 100 mg for like three weeks and then 25 mg for two weeks and I took the last one of those on Monday. I've been super irritable and achy and my skin feels like it's crawling. I don't know if this is normal, but I'm not too worried. It might not even be related to coming off the meds. I don't know. Probably just situational. I've been on it for three years now, though. The doctor told me it takes quite a while for this to work out of the system.
Anyway. I don't really have anything else to say. I think I'm gonna go to bed early tonight just to escape my mom. She usually doesn't bother me at all, but we both must just be on edge tonight. Anyway... Bye.
In other news... I've been a little odd lately because this past month I've been getting weened off my Zoloft. I backed down to 50 mg from 100 mg for like three weeks and then 25 mg for two weeks and I took the last one of those on Monday. I've been super irritable and achy and my skin feels like it's crawling. I don't know if this is normal, but I'm not too worried. It might not even be related to coming off the meds. I don't know. Probably just situational. I've been on it for three years now, though. The doctor told me it takes quite a while for this to work out of the system.
Anyway. I don't really have anything else to say. I think I'm gonna go to bed early tonight just to escape my mom. She usually doesn't bother me at all, but we both must just be on edge tonight. Anyway... Bye.