And I'm back...

[cataclysm117]

So the weekend was pretty cool. I got to spend a lot of time with Chris and we got to know each other pretty well, and we get along really well. I think things have the potential to get serious with him. I told him last night that I haven't really been in a relationship that's lasted over two weeks in the past year since I don't want to get into anything serious. He asked if I wanted to be single... and I told him no. I think I really want to try this between us. It's just got me a little scared since he's already talking like how long it will take him to get from Missoula to Moscow to see me when I start college. He wants me to spend the summer with him in Missoula. I said I'd think about it, but that if I get the job with the fire crew here, I wouldn't. But things aren't really looking so hot with that. I didn't really call this guy in time, I applied and everything, but I was going to meet with him, and couldn't find his number anywhere. Joe finally gave me it, and I called, but he wasn't there, I left a message, and still no callback. I dunno. I wouldn't be heartbroken if I didn't get the job, but I'd like it regardless.

Chris gave me a cold... or something. My mom thinks it might be thrush (yeah, a yeast infection of the mouth). Yuck. How gross am I? My whole mouth is like red and inflamed. It might just be because I was eating coconut and bananas and Capn Crunch. Those things hurt my mouth too. I'm really tired.

Really tired.

I can't even keep up a decent train of thought. At S&D, me and Lindsey didn't do so well. The whole northern division got screwed. Only 12 people made it to semifinals out of everyone who went in the Northern division. Out of that, only one of those was a Serious Duo, and they weren't even very good.

Oh well.. Senior year... time to forget about it and move on.