Jeebus, I love me some Motion City Soundtrack.
I swear, this is the greatest band ever. I'm going to find a concert venue and drive there and watch them very intently and make sure I'm not standing in line or missing their date by one day like last summer. Anyway.
Today wasn't very exciting. Just more CNA class and what not. I had my interviews yesterday for the hospital and nursing home. At this point, I'm just hoping I get a damn job. That would SUCK. I'm pretty sure I'd be moving to Idaho early and getting a job if I couldn't get one here. I hope I'll be able to handle it. Christy kept talking today about all these people that can't handle it and never work up to what they should and how if all you want is a paycheck, you shouldn't even bother. I'm pretty sure that wanting a paycheck is mostly the reason everyone is there. Yeah, they have a pretty little excuse of some deeper meaning and value, but c'mon... you're not gonna wipe butts for the sentimental value.
Anyway. I'm not pregnant. WOOOO! I am so gonna be more careful from now on. No more drunken episodes and getting home at noon and forgetting my pill. I was just relieved about that. I probably worry more about it than the average person since I have such a propensity for anxiety, but still. We're being more careful from now on. Yes. Nick is gone today, tomorrow, Saturday, and Sunday. I really hate to admit it, but I really like him. I don't know why, maybe it's just an availability issue, but I like him regardless. But things are still up in the air about what exactly we 'are'. I don't think we're dating. Mostly because I can't actually be seen in public with him really. The weirdest part of all is the fact he used to hang out with my older older brother, Ryan. Ryan is such a screw-up (I hate to say that about him, but it's true..) and I remember back in the day when he used to hang out with this kid G.W. and then Nick was telling me about how he broke his arm when he was hanging out with Ryan and G.W. It's so crazy. So yeah... can't exactly tell my parents about Nick. They might kill him. Or me. Or both.
I started painting again yesterday. My room smells of paint thinner, so I'll probably be waking up with some headaches now. I need to fashion a studio of some sort that isn't a room where people sleep. I could do it in here (Nick's room/computer room) since Nick moved out, but Patrick is in here constantly and I would have to make the room divided in two because I couldn't stand to listen to his crap ass music and just look at him. Yuck.
I have to get all my wisdom teeth out. The Dentist here in town quoted the procedure at 1,118 bucks for the whole deal, minus painkillers and what not. Down in Sheridan, I could get it done for $320. Hm... a little bit of a difference there. I think I might go down to Sheridan to get my wisdom teeth out.
Wow, this got really long... Too bad no one reads this.
Today wasn't very exciting. Just more CNA class and what not. I had my interviews yesterday for the hospital and nursing home. At this point, I'm just hoping I get a damn job. That would SUCK. I'm pretty sure I'd be moving to Idaho early and getting a job if I couldn't get one here. I hope I'll be able to handle it. Christy kept talking today about all these people that can't handle it and never work up to what they should and how if all you want is a paycheck, you shouldn't even bother. I'm pretty sure that wanting a paycheck is mostly the reason everyone is there. Yeah, they have a pretty little excuse of some deeper meaning and value, but c'mon... you're not gonna wipe butts for the sentimental value.
Anyway. I'm not pregnant. WOOOO! I am so gonna be more careful from now on. No more drunken episodes and getting home at noon and forgetting my pill. I was just relieved about that. I probably worry more about it than the average person since I have such a propensity for anxiety, but still. We're being more careful from now on. Yes. Nick is gone today, tomorrow, Saturday, and Sunday. I really hate to admit it, but I really like him. I don't know why, maybe it's just an availability issue, but I like him regardless. But things are still up in the air about what exactly we 'are'. I don't think we're dating. Mostly because I can't actually be seen in public with him really. The weirdest part of all is the fact he used to hang out with my older older brother, Ryan. Ryan is such a screw-up (I hate to say that about him, but it's true..) and I remember back in the day when he used to hang out with this kid G.W. and then Nick was telling me about how he broke his arm when he was hanging out with Ryan and G.W. It's so crazy. So yeah... can't exactly tell my parents about Nick. They might kill him. Or me. Or both.
I started painting again yesterday. My room smells of paint thinner, so I'll probably be waking up with some headaches now. I need to fashion a studio of some sort that isn't a room where people sleep. I could do it in here (Nick's room/computer room) since Nick moved out, but Patrick is in here constantly and I would have to make the room divided in two because I couldn't stand to listen to his crap ass music and just look at him. Yuck.
I have to get all my wisdom teeth out. The Dentist here in town quoted the procedure at 1,118 bucks for the whole deal, minus painkillers and what not. Down in Sheridan, I could get it done for $320. Hm... a little bit of a difference there. I think I might go down to Sheridan to get my wisdom teeth out.
Wow, this got really long... Too bad no one reads this.