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i have a new job! it is reception at a bed and breakfast in one of the oldest buildings in utah which is pretty badass. it's connected to and owned by the same people that own one of the oldest churches in utah which is also awesome. history boner. apparently i will be doing wedding consultations and hosting, too. i will work with one of my bffs kassie and bethany's awesome cousin aurora, so i think it will rock. we'll see. i just need money, man. ugh.
we really want to move as soon as bethany graduates, but i don't think we'll be able to seriously consider that until next summer. we both get half tuition at utah state and so realistically that's the best option for grad school, which we are both planning on in the next few years, but I DON'T WANT TO STAY HERE THAT LONG UGH. so maybe we can move for awhile into a better job market, even if it's just to salt lake city, and then move back for school. idk. either way, we literally need to get out of utah or we'll never be able to get married and have benefits and a real life. so. i love this valley and it's my home and it is so beautiful but. gotta move.
anyway, for now, i'm just concentrating on working and looking into other job ops and volunteer stuff that will boost up my resume for the kind of jobs i want. i talked to a friend of mine at a party the other night who graduated with the same degree that i did, and she said it has served her really well so far. so that makes me feel better. and it's nice not to have to worry about school.
i really want to write because i haven't in months but damn this shit is hard. i wrote a lot in africa but it was mostly journaling. sigh. suggestions?
i also really need to figure out what i want to do for the october full moon and for samhain because my group is being lame this year and putting everything off til the last minute, so i'm doin' my own thang. this is my home season and i really look forward to the end of october each year because it's always my favorite time to reconnect with myself and with the world around me. my good, dear friends holly and heather are coming up for our harry potter party and i am so excited to see themmmm. i'm excited for the party, too!! we are going all out, man, like even moreso than last year. drunk tweeting pictures and things all night is something that will be happening.
sooooometimes i get this restless feeling. it isn't a bad feeling, but it is really familiar. it just feels like something needs to come out of me and a lot of it tends to be connected to stuff that's happened in the past that maybe, even after all the work i've already done, i still need to work through. usually i write or i hike or i pray or meditate to ease it. sometimes i drink a lot of beer. i'm not sure which one i need to do right now. maybe i just need to shut up and relax because i just got back from an almost 3-month long trip.
this morning i woke up and ate chocolate cupcakes and watched like, 3 episodes of sanctuary. then i went on a walk in the leaves and sunshine. it was a good morning.
we really want to move as soon as bethany graduates, but i don't think we'll be able to seriously consider that until next summer. we both get half tuition at utah state and so realistically that's the best option for grad school, which we are both planning on in the next few years, but I DON'T WANT TO STAY HERE THAT LONG UGH. so maybe we can move for awhile into a better job market, even if it's just to salt lake city, and then move back for school. idk. either way, we literally need to get out of utah or we'll never be able to get married and have benefits and a real life. so. i love this valley and it's my home and it is so beautiful but. gotta move.
anyway, for now, i'm just concentrating on working and looking into other job ops and volunteer stuff that will boost up my resume for the kind of jobs i want. i talked to a friend of mine at a party the other night who graduated with the same degree that i did, and she said it has served her really well so far. so that makes me feel better. and it's nice not to have to worry about school.
i really want to write because i haven't in months but damn this shit is hard. i wrote a lot in africa but it was mostly journaling. sigh. suggestions?
i also really need to figure out what i want to do for the october full moon and for samhain because my group is being lame this year and putting everything off til the last minute, so i'm doin' my own thang. this is my home season and i really look forward to the end of october each year because it's always my favorite time to reconnect with myself and with the world around me. my good, dear friends holly and heather are coming up for our harry potter party and i am so excited to see themmmm. i'm excited for the party, too!! we are going all out, man, like even moreso than last year. drunk tweeting pictures and things all night is something that will be happening.
sooooometimes i get this restless feeling. it isn't a bad feeling, but it is really familiar. it just feels like something needs to come out of me and a lot of it tends to be connected to stuff that's happened in the past that maybe, even after all the work i've already done, i still need to work through. usually i write or i hike or i pray or meditate to ease it. sometimes i drink a lot of beer. i'm not sure which one i need to do right now. maybe i just need to shut up and relax because i just got back from an almost 3-month long trip.
this morning i woke up and ate chocolate cupcakes and watched like, 3 episodes of sanctuary. then i went on a walk in the leaves and sunshine. it was a good morning.