Shakedown.
No one has torn me apart like this. She wants to 'salvage' us, but how long? How long will it take for her to put her life back together in a way she thinks is acceptable? How long does she expect me to wait for her?
Because I will, sobbing nightly, but waiting for that one moment when I get that message. That one I love you, that one apology. That one.. something.
Just because in the waiting, I'm still with her, just a little bit longer. Even if it rips me apart, she's still mine for a little while.
I can't just let go. I can't drop it all. But can I live like this? I honestly don't know.
She'll be the one to make the final call, in the end. I won't, I can't.
So, Jen:
"Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer and when i wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be.."
Because I will, sobbing nightly, but waiting for that one moment when I get that message. That one I love you, that one apology. That one.. something.
Just because in the waiting, I'm still with her, just a little bit longer. Even if it rips me apart, she's still mine for a little while.
I can't just let go. I can't drop it all. But can I live like this? I honestly don't know.
She'll be the one to make the final call, in the end. I won't, I can't.
So, Jen:
"Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer and when i wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be.."
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