Nov 12, 2006 10:13
I talked to Mom earlier today. She and Sam will be here first thing Friday morning to get me. She sounds excited, which I admit, helps calm my nerves. But I realize now, it's not Mom I'm worried about. It's Sammy.
I'm not supposed to dwell on it. Apparently I'm just supposed to wait and see what happens, remembering that I can't make people think one way or the other. But how can I not dwell on it? Sam's not just my sister, she's my twin. She HAS to forgive me.
In other worlds, Mom's going on a trip next week. A cruise, I think. She told me she'd stay if I wanted her to, but I think it would be good for her to go. Not only will it give her a chance to get away, but it will give me and Sammy some time to catch up without Mom around.
Mom's great...but sometimes it's easier to do things without her there, you know?