This is pointless and i don't care.

[cat_lea_]

Do you find it odd that i find the persistant anxiety people put on themselves in the sense of the need for a relationship at this point, pointless? Or, useless? You personally, i'm not speaking to. I've been getting back in the expedition of the utmost pride of reading livejournals, as i used to. I enjoyed, and miss those countless hours reading

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hey babe

[anonymous]

wow i like your update. i too miss sitting at the computer for hours, avoiding homework for that night, reading peoples lives and opinions of everyday things. and then spending several hours commenting on things you agree or disagree on.

but your subject and opinions i agree on very much. most relationships are extremely pointless. im not against dating around in highschool and trying to find what youre looking for in guys, marraige, life and etc. but long relationships are pointless in my point of view. take it from me, i was in one. and in the end all i remember are the bad things that happened...cheating on each other, each and every fight, jealousy, break ups, heart breaks etc. its hard for me to think of something i truely enjoyed, not to say that there wasnt any times in my long relationship that i didnt enjoy more than anything. but when its all said and done all i remember are the things that went wrong. the things that i regret and how much i disappointed myself and friends. i will never forget those things. and for what?! a waste of a hr and 1/2? now overall i did learn a very important life lesson. but then ill never forget what i lost and how ill never get that back. i disappointed myself and others and got nothing back. it wasnt worth it for me.

well i guess ive got nothing else to say. thx for updating cat.
<3 ya!
whitney schmidt