This is how I have been feeling....
Yesterday I pretty much had the worst day ever. That's actually not true cause I've had A Lot worse. It was bad none the less. My mom hates me and I told Danielle I hated her, even though I don't, it was just to get her attention. Then she was super mad at me cause I was mad at her. Whatever, right. Michael is jail and I really miss him. I have been feeling totally emotional resently, not to mention I have been quite "pissy". After I got off work I went to the "smoke bones" and talked to Danielle. I told her I don't hate her and asked her why she was mad at me. Anyway we semi made up. She apologized for how she has been acting. Then I went home then Tommy came over and brought me flowers. It was very sweet. I keep on thinking I am going to end it w/ him (I guess bc I'm not crazy about him) but I can't really think of a reason to do that. Besides, he is sweet to me. Scarlet asked me to be in her wedding and I am totally excited. I am trying to plan them an engagement party, but I am a little broke right now. Me and Dan went to jv's house, and naturally, had a great time. Good quality time. I am very worried about the world. It appears to be doing very bad right now. Or America. I need to trust God. I'm going to pick dan up, then eat, lay out, go to the gym, shower, go to work, do homework, and most likely hang out w/ Tommy.