Updated Finally
Dear everyone,
I'm so srry for not updating my journal in so long I've been ral busy just let me update everyone on things well everyone probably knows already what happened at CAROUSEL. CAROUSEL would be my X-dance studio. Well my dance teacher karen who I'd known for like 10 years tells me that I have all the talent for dance but not the body or that in other words which she did say that I was fat. It hurt really bad to hear this and that I wasn't being judged on my ability but my looks,so I decided I didn't want to go through that anymore that's why I quit. Don't worry I didn't quit dancing but I quit that studio. So now I'm going to CiARA dance studio. I love it there and everybody loves me for my ability and personality. Since I am happy at my new dance studio I lost weight anyway just because I wasn't sad or mad any more but happy. I feel like a new person I lost 35 pounds since summer and I feel great and I think I look great too. I want to thank all my true friends who where there for me. I also want to that Christian Ogren and Chloe Wong who became two of my best-friends just because they liked me for me and not what I look like. It's funny though how you feel so much better when your thinner and Christain when you see me again your in for a shock because even ask Chloe I look thinner and prettier than before and I hope you'll notice because I'll admit I always wanted to be more than friends with you because I LOVE you for u.
<3 always,
ASH
I'm so srry for not updating my journal in so long I've been ral busy just let me update everyone on things well everyone probably knows already what happened at CAROUSEL. CAROUSEL would be my X-dance studio. Well my dance teacher karen who I'd known for like 10 years tells me that I have all the talent for dance but not the body or that in other words which she did say that I was fat. It hurt really bad to hear this and that I wasn't being judged on my ability but my looks,so I decided I didn't want to go through that anymore that's why I quit. Don't worry I didn't quit dancing but I quit that studio. So now I'm going to CiARA dance studio. I love it there and everybody loves me for my ability and personality. Since I am happy at my new dance studio I lost weight anyway just because I wasn't sad or mad any more but happy. I feel like a new person I lost 35 pounds since summer and I feel great and I think I look great too. I want to thank all my true friends who where there for me. I also want to that Christian Ogren and Chloe Wong who became two of my best-friends just because they liked me for me and not what I look like. It's funny though how you feel so much better when your thinner and Christain when you see me again your in for a shock because even ask Chloe I look thinner and prettier than before and I hope you'll notice because I'll admit I always wanted to be more than friends with you because I LOVE you for u.
<3 always,
ASH