Yippy Skippy

Feb 26, 2004 10:39

WOO HOO, I paid off my car the other day. I am so excited, I finally own that thing. It is all mine, every last scratch. And Christa finally paid me for the loan I gave her months ago. Don't know if I mentoned it before, but she had her car repoed, 2 wks. ago. So she paid to get it back. So everyone is happy, except Amy. Bj told her that he doesn't want her to smoke pot anymore, this sucks. She is my smoking buddy, plus it was her turn to pay for it, too. We take turns and well I spent a lot of money to supply us with it last time, but of course now that it is almost her turn she can't. I love Bj, he is a good brother, but fuck he knew Amy smoked when they got together. And he knows how bitchy she gets when shes wants it, I think after a couple days of her on hs ass he will give in and let her again. And plus, she is a fucking adult, hello, she can make her own choices. So I am bumming about that a little, but not too bad.
I went out on Sat.with my friend Sam, and Christa(DD), and I got way too drunk. I was puking the whole way home, it sucked. But I still didn't make as big a fol of myself s Christa did the last time we went out. So I can be proud of that. It's so weird I usually know my limit pretty good, but I think I was just into dancing and wasn't payng attention to how much I was drinkng. We went to 80's night at the club, it was dead, but it was fun. They played hella good 80's music and we danced a lot.
So Sage is gone, actually he left a few wks ago, but I forgot to post that. I miss him, but I am really feeling fine about not being with him. It's so funny though since we broke up the sex is a lot better, it's like he is trying to impress me. Kind of like when we first got together, he is just trying harder, and working on fore play a lot more. It's good :) Rght now I am mostly just dreaming of getting my prereq.s done for school so I can apply for the nursing program. I think I have finally decided what I want to do after I graduate. I am going to be a travel nurse. They make bank, and get to travel. I thought I couldn't because of Zoey(my dog), but I found out that you can bring a friend, family mambers and even your pets. I think I will get an aptartment in Chico, so my Goddessmother can watch Rajah(my cat) for me when I am gone on assignment. Then I can pay for that BMW SUV I want. YEAH!! I am just so happy, just thinking about it makes me happy. So not too worred about the fact that I still haven't dated anyone since Sage and I broke up in May of last year. Damn when I think about it, that's a long ass time. But I have just accepted that I probably won't find anyone worth dating in Humboldt. I just sucks here for that. I am really starting to detach myself from Hum. I have lved it for so long, but it is definately time to move on, and I can't wait. But I am not really sure if I even want to be in Cali. We will see. Well I guess that is plenty for now.
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