Jul 01, 2003 10:23
Well I went rafting this weekend, had a lot of fun. Went with my ex, and his dad. I got me some ass, very nice. I needed it. Hope to get some more from him soon. It's nice that we are able to be friends, and get sex from each other, so we don't get all desperate, and sleep with someone we don't really like. Well at least I don't want to do that. He told me he is not even looking yet, because he wants a break. To get over me, all that good stuff.And I am not really interested in having a boyfriend either. So I can get what I need from Sage, and not have to feel like I need to find someone to replace him. I also went to the fair with Christa,Bj,Amy, and Allivia. It was fun until she started getting cranky, she seems like she is always cranky. I am so sick of hearing her whine, and cry over nothing. It really gets on my nerves. She was a littel brat last night, and mom always lets her get away with it, and that bugs me too. I feel bad, because I get so annoyed by her behavior, I just keep telling myself she is just going through her terrible twos, but she is almost 3. But she knows that I want put up with it, so she thinks I am mean when I don't give in to her whining. But I will not spank her, like Christa and Amy. I don't feel that she needs it. I just take things away from her, and that does the trick .But I wasn't spank when I was a kid, so i don't believe in it. And I hate seeing her get spanked. I don't know why I am writing about this, but I guess it's just what is on my mind. I had jury duty yesterday,fun. But i got deferred to a later date, so YAY. Well I guess that is what is going on with me. That guy still wants to have sex with me, and I think I am going to do it, but we will see. I told him I want to hang out more before we plan anything. Ok that's all, Oh I still ahven't found anyone to go with me to the Fleetwood Mac concert next week.I guess I'll just have to go by myself