Title : Remembering
Chapter : 1/2
Author :
cat_2worlds Pairing : Kensei/Hiro (Slash)
Rating : T
Warning : Spoilers for season 3.
Summary : Kensei thinks about his love for Hiro and about everything that happened since they met.
Note : I posted this on fanfiction first so, if you recognize this, it's normal xD. Oh and for the girl-camp thing, just imagine Yaeko had gotten captured instead of her father. Thank you! And : Long live Kensei/Hiro :D ! Kensei's POV. It's been MONTHS I've planned to write this one so I'm pretty happy to have done it now ^^! Enjoy :D There will be two chapters for this story.
Remembering
1.First Chapter
You know, your smile brightens my mood each time I see it. I'm standing right beside you, with my samurai suit on, listening to you, to your plans and the oh so great stories I have to live so you could hear them as a child. What strange things you say ! But I listen to them anyways ... Sometimes I get lost looking at you. I mean that I ...melt while looking at you. I play a bit with my katana then put it back in his place. Though, I never lost a word you said. Your lips are moving and I'm deeply attracted to them. I can't seem to stop gazing at them; they mesmerize me with how beautiful they are.
And you speak the truth. Man, I've known you for less than a month and I'm pretty sure you speak the truth. How can this be? I'm pretty sure it's because we were meant to meet! You so talk about destiny and what I must do, didn't you ever think we might have been destined to meet each other? Well, I do so. And I'm really happy that we did for I love you.
And even though you don't know, I could not really care less for I have you by my side. You are so devoted to the task of making me a hero, you forget to look around you and see the real me. The one who deeply loves you with all his heart. If you want it, take it. I'm gonna rip it out of my chest and give it to you like in that story you keep telling me. Not for her. No. I'll do it for you. I'll cut my chest open and then you could have it. And since I heal it won't hurt too much. Okay. Maybe the image of this act is too gorey for you. I'm sorry. But I thought it spoke the truth and indeed, haha, it does!
You're my hero, you know that? I guess not. I never say a word to you but "carp" or that I don't want to do these things but you mesmerize me in fact. Each day I go as if I were the hero to show you a confident side of me but deep down I owe it all to you.
In reality, you came to save me. To make me a better man. I hope this will work .... 'cause I'll try hard.
And I'll do it while thinking of you.
Oh! And by the way, I just wanted to tell you : I love you.
But I can't speak it. I hope I can do so one day but, meanwhile, I simply nod at what you just said about me going to save some stupid girl in a camp I don't care about and leave with you to do it.
And my heart still longs for you as it'll forever do.
I'm sure of it.
Even if you leave, you'll never get thrown out of my thoughts.I know you must do someday and truthfully, I dread this day because I know I'll miss you so much. So much I'll only want to see you again.
So much you'll become my every thought and breath; you already are but just... even more obsessively.
Anyways, just so you know ...
I'll always think about you.
I swear I'll never stop.
I'll never do.