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"Live your life just how you love to live it
and things will all fall into place.
Take your strife and try your best to sing it
In the end you meet your friends."
This quote is from Monica's profile and seriously...it puts everything perfectly. I love Univ of South Carolina, but I'm also scared. I just feel that even after being here for a month and a half I haven't made a place for myself, I haven't really made a good group of friends. I think alot of it is that my expectations are that I will suddenly have all of these friends here like I had at home...and I'm just so used to having all of my friends from home that being here, not having them...I feel alone. I know that I need to just stop worrying and that I will meet people, that it takes time. I didn't become best friends with all my home friends immediately. Rach and I didn't even become friends til this year, Kate and me in 10th grade...and it's thoughts like that that keep me going, but at the same time, I wonder what I'm doing wrong, ya know? Don't get me wrong, though, I've met some awesome people here...Amber (my suitemate...don't know what I'd do without her...), Kelly, Marine, Kira, Anna...and a few of the uh, 6th floor boys. Anyways, it's still hard not having that group of those close friends that you know are always gonna be there. I know that that's part of going to college...even growing up. But it's still scary. I just wish I could be back to my happy, outgoing, CATHERINEY self. Ya know?! I feel like I lose all of my confidence when I'm in a situation that I am not comfortable..which sucks cause I miss being able to goof off with no inhibitions are whatnot. OH WELL. Enough said...I've realized more and more how important you guys from home are. I'm serious, talking to you guys daily helps and just knowing that I always have y'all. It means more than you know...which is why...I CANNOT WAIT TIL BAYLOR MCCALLIE! which also means amigos which i have been very deprived of (keith won't mail me any). HMPH. Speaking of, I am also lucky to have Keith...who visits me every other weekend and who I'm goin to FL with on Fall Break! :) He's the beeeest. Anyways, THAT'S IT! Sorry I haven't updated in forever...I will try to do so more!
and things will all fall into place.
Take your strife and try your best to sing it
In the end you meet your friends."
This quote is from Monica's profile and seriously...it puts everything perfectly. I love Univ of South Carolina, but I'm also scared. I just feel that even after being here for a month and a half I haven't made a place for myself, I haven't really made a good group of friends. I think alot of it is that my expectations are that I will suddenly have all of these friends here like I had at home...and I'm just so used to having all of my friends from home that being here, not having them...I feel alone. I know that I need to just stop worrying and that I will meet people, that it takes time. I didn't become best friends with all my home friends immediately. Rach and I didn't even become friends til this year, Kate and me in 10th grade...and it's thoughts like that that keep me going, but at the same time, I wonder what I'm doing wrong, ya know? Don't get me wrong, though, I've met some awesome people here...Amber (my suitemate...don't know what I'd do without her...), Kelly, Marine, Kira, Anna...and a few of the uh, 6th floor boys. Anyways, it's still hard not having that group of those close friends that you know are always gonna be there. I know that that's part of going to college...even growing up. But it's still scary. I just wish I could be back to my happy, outgoing, CATHERINEY self. Ya know?! I feel like I lose all of my confidence when I'm in a situation that I am not comfortable..which sucks cause I miss being able to goof off with no inhibitions are whatnot. OH WELL. Enough said...I've realized more and more how important you guys from home are. I'm serious, talking to you guys daily helps and just knowing that I always have y'all. It means more than you know...which is why...I CANNOT WAIT TIL BAYLOR MCCALLIE! which also means amigos which i have been very deprived of (keith won't mail me any). HMPH. Speaking of, I am also lucky to have Keith...who visits me every other weekend and who I'm goin to FL with on Fall Break! :) He's the beeeest. Anyways, THAT'S IT! Sorry I haven't updated in forever...I will try to do so more!