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today was kinda fun. i made a banner for my moms coworker for the party they were throwing him since hes retiring. then i went to courtneys grad party. im so happy my digital camera is working. im too tired to take pix at the moment so i will tomarow. i cant wait for college to start. i wanna get out of here. mainly i want to keep myself busy so i dont think about troy. u'd think after how many guys were assholes to me i'd have the getting over a guy thing down pretty well. but i dont. but i think im doing pretty well comparing to past experiences. its not really just him that is making me mad. its the whole casual sex and foreplay that most guys seem to want. like they dont want anything to do with u if u wont give em some pleasure. and i know i can do way better than that. i got more to offer than that shit, and if a guy cant realize that then hes a dumbass. plus theres some pretty cute and mature guys at ccad:D and girls also:D theres a lot of cute and mature girls here but they r straight. oh well.