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SO last night I went out and saw Shrek 2 with nora bizzia and jonoah. We ran into other people like Becca, Olivia, Melissa and people. And guess who else I saw? NICK. I hate not seeing people, because I miss people way too easily. It's kind of bad, like this summer when so many people really will be happy to be away from other people. I'll be sitting in my humid house, wondering where everyone is at that moment. As I do this they'll probably be hooking up with someone or doing some other random shit. Lets hope my summer doesn't suck that badly, there is a major plus though:No School. Why do we have to let our lives wither away in this hell hole they call pyle. I mean really, most teachers seem like they are out to get you. Work is a pain in the ass, and I know I'm in 8th grade but I stil can't grasp the concept of homework. Which means I have to do really well on tests to keep my grades reletivly good.
I want to be an artist anyways (ha like I'm good enough to make any money off my art and/or go to school for it) But I still want to do something with art later on and I want to forget all this other crap they teach us. Really, how many people are going to need to know the Z tables or whatever? Or how many times when you get out of school are you going to need to diagram sentences or learn about some war that happened hundreds of years ago? Whatever, I would never be able to win this battle. No one would. Especially because the authority at our school is too damn stubborn to admit that they are wrong. Not with teaching us but how they do it, and what we get in trouble for. It bothers me. Maybe I'll drop out? No my sisters going to a good college I'd be even more of an outcast in my family then I am now. That would be bothersome. I don't like being so different from people that you are with so much. It makes things awkward and it makes you feel stupid for being yourself.
I hate when people try and change who they are.
Especially when it's for someone else, I barely respect people that do that. Because when you do that, not only is it degrading to you but you are making the other person the ignorant one that doesn't really know you. This, I think, is especially bad when it's in a relationship like boyfriend/girlfriend stuff...
I shouldn't get into this depressing topic of going out with people.
SighSigh.
I probably could go into because Allegra is the only one that reads this. But I really needed to write, I really wanted too.
And I'm just cool enough to write in an online diary. WOOT.
I want to be an artist anyways (ha like I'm good enough to make any money off my art and/or go to school for it) But I still want to do something with art later on and I want to forget all this other crap they teach us. Really, how many people are going to need to know the Z tables or whatever? Or how many times when you get out of school are you going to need to diagram sentences or learn about some war that happened hundreds of years ago? Whatever, I would never be able to win this battle. No one would. Especially because the authority at our school is too damn stubborn to admit that they are wrong. Not with teaching us but how they do it, and what we get in trouble for. It bothers me. Maybe I'll drop out? No my sisters going to a good college I'd be even more of an outcast in my family then I am now. That would be bothersome. I don't like being so different from people that you are with so much. It makes things awkward and it makes you feel stupid for being yourself.
I hate when people try and change who they are.
Especially when it's for someone else, I barely respect people that do that. Because when you do that, not only is it degrading to you but you are making the other person the ignorant one that doesn't really know you. This, I think, is especially bad when it's in a relationship like boyfriend/girlfriend stuff...
I shouldn't get into this depressing topic of going out with people.
SighSigh.
I probably could go into because Allegra is the only one that reads this. But I really needed to write, I really wanted too.
And I'm just cool enough to write in an online diary. WOOT.