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I want to go on an adventure. Right now, at 11:49pm on a Wednesday. I want to take off my sister's pyjamas, leave my parents' basement and go find myself in the night. I want to spend the night on the beach. I want to spend an entire day at an outdoor table of a cafe with a pen, paper and a bottomless cup of coffee. I want to be pennyless with no commitments. I want to step out of my wonderful and structured life, just for now. For a month, maybe two. I want to see all the things I've read about in books, and spend the night with someone I will never see again. I want to travel by boat, by plane, by train and by foot. I want to sell all my things and start over where no one can find me unless I let them. I want to go where they speak French. I want to immerse myself in someone else's culture. I want to be hungry, and I want to be happy. I want to be alone so I can fall in love with myself. And then... maybe I'll come back.