Shame on me, I could be so much better than I am.

[casual_escape]

IT HAS BEEN A WHILE.

My life has been quite hectic.

I have made a lot of mistakes.
I have hurt a lot of people.
I have caused some trouble.

It is okay for now.

I learned some things, you know?

I am a housekeeper,  now, at a fancy, pinkies-up sort of hotel.
It is not such a bad deal. I sort of like it.
The hotel has been ridiculously busy lately, but we are all surviving.

I have finally sort of started drawing again.
It looks like my art from two years ago, but I am working on it.

Oh.
A few weeks ago,
Tyler and Brannick decided to surprise me by showing up
in Appleton out of nowhere. They hijacked Tyler's mum's car and just
drove to Appleton from Indiana in the middle of the night.
It was pretty heartwarming.

However, after some fun and smiles and whatnot,
there was some drama and some delightfully crazy bullshits.
I broke up with Jacob and dicked around and was a confused idiot.

We are back together, though.
It is good for me.

Tyler and Brannick went home.
Life goes on.

Jacob and I went on a cute little picnic.
Today we are going to the zoo with Ashes and Steven.

I think I am finally figuring things out.
Things are tough,
but they'll get better.

I am working on a different journal because,
if you can't tell, I am actually pretty sick of keeping a stupid
livejournal and updating stupid frivolous bullshit about my life.

So this thing is almost done for, probably.

Oh.
I am totally seeing the Decemberists next month.
Two days after that I am seeing Gogol Bordello and Man Man.

Ffffuuuucccckkkk yeeaahhhhh.

Ha ha.

Anyway!