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When I turn on my computer, it automatically logs me into iChat.
I find myself just staring at the box, accept message?
no.
I let people say hello, how are you, how was your night, was your weekend fun?
but I dont answer, because I will say, hi, it was bad, i am lost, and i don't know what to do.
and i don't care about your problems, or how much fun you had this weekend getting drunk or stoned stupid, with hot males/females.
i just sit.
everything seems okay sometimes, when i just sit.
standing up, might cause things to fall over.
annie wants to run away with me.
i want to run away, but there's no where to go, for two little girls with 400$.
plus, things might be bad here, but at least i am not in danger 24/7.
my mind is so blank.
I need to fix things, I need to do something for myself today.
something that will last.
I find myself just staring at the box, accept message?
no.
I let people say hello, how are you, how was your night, was your weekend fun?
but I dont answer, because I will say, hi, it was bad, i am lost, and i don't know what to do.
and i don't care about your problems, or how much fun you had this weekend getting drunk or stoned stupid, with hot males/females.
i just sit.
everything seems okay sometimes, when i just sit.
standing up, might cause things to fall over.
annie wants to run away with me.
i want to run away, but there's no where to go, for two little girls with 400$.
plus, things might be bad here, but at least i am not in danger 24/7.
my mind is so blank.
I need to fix things, I need to do something for myself today.
something that will last.