Sep 30, 2007 17:53
Today i decided to try my hand at vegetarian cooking. Its not that i suddenly have a moral issue with eating meat, but veggies are generally healthier, and easier for me to get. So i went to produce junction and walked away with at least ten lbs of veggies for 4 bucks. Its a crazy little bulk produce store so i can't buy less than 3 lbs of zucchini, but I can buy it for a dollar. On to the real (and a hell of a lot more expensive) grocery store for gorgonzola cheese and a number of other impulse buys in the veggie and veggie meal family. Dinner wasnt that bad...I might as well give this whole veggy thing a few more days. While i ate dinner i started working on some of the art therapy stuff I have to do. A couple of years ago we covered genograms in AT. A genogram is alot like a family tree, but you include a lot more information such as ages, divorces and separations, siblings, pregnancies adn what not. Its like a visual version of someone's family history. Booty came up with a revelation this summer that makes sense here. She, Dana and I are all older sisters. Reed and Jake are younger brothers, but older than us. It makes for an interesting group dynamic. Thats the kind of insight you can get form these genograms. I wanted to do one for myself... but not my family.. of all of my romantic relationships. I know that i am a creature of habit and I know that there are patterns that i'm following that i can't see.
I ended up making this rediculous chart of statistics that told me that i was analysing too much. I do apparently have a 2 year expiration date on all of my relationships. i also came up with an End-of-the-Year-Resolutions list. Highlights: learn how to say no, prepare for real life, stop procrastinating. All i want to do right now is sleep off my headache and watch tv. But i really need to get this stuff doen so i have soemthing to to show for all the "work" I've done for AT. I have done no work, but its my thesis and i dont want to be freaking out in a month beacuse all i've been doing is BS-ing.