Bad to mediocre days...
Im done going out for a little while. It didnt take long for alcohol to lose its charm, especially when you wake up uncomfortable in someone else's house. An then there's hangovers. Friday was a good day for all of 4 hours, the rest of it ranged from mediocre to awful. Today has yet to see a highlight. Men lately, have been pretty big dissapointments. John is fine, we're fine. But everyone else... sucks. All of my roomates have been dealing with assholes and I'm sick of feeling like I have to sift through guys i meet to figure out if they're worth talking to. Or if they're going to try and grab my ass. I really don't think it's the male gender thats bothering me, its just easier to point out. Today went terribly in the studio. i had no motivation to do anything and what I did get done, i fucked up and now i have to figure out how I'm going to fix it. It also damned on me this week that I'm going to have to write a 15 page case paper and my 20+ page thesis paper by spring break. Nothing is wrong per se. it more that a little bit of everything is not quite right and the combination is disheartening.