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my lymph nodes are swollen. they hurt a lot.
i do not like this feeling that i get when i look in my planner. i look at it and panic. so then, i decide not to look at it for a couple days. however, i feel anxious just having my planner around, knowing all the things i have to do that are listed in side of it. and i hate crossing things off and not getting any sense of relief from it. instead, it just allows me to start focusing on the next 4 items. of course, then i have to move some from wednesday to thursday, and now to friday. but friday's pretty packed, so it's looking like saturday day is going to be homework-full. there are simply not enough hours in the day.
i do not like this feeling that i get when i look in my planner. i look at it and panic. so then, i decide not to look at it for a couple days. however, i feel anxious just having my planner around, knowing all the things i have to do that are listed in side of it. and i hate crossing things off and not getting any sense of relief from it. instead, it just allows me to start focusing on the next 4 items. of course, then i have to move some from wednesday to thursday, and now to friday. but friday's pretty packed, so it's looking like saturday day is going to be homework-full. there are simply not enough hours in the day.