Dec 05, 2004 18:48
I felt it was time I made another attempt.
I’m almost positive I give up too easy. I mean granted sometimes you know it’s just time, but I think I need to fight some more. I remember when used to fight everything I could think of, sometimes I wouldn’t even have a reason I would just argue to make sure the person know what they were talking about. I didn’t take things as they were, I left everything unaccepted. It was hard work; pretty sure that’s why I stopped doing it. I can’t always fight the system nor can I?
I wish I had more time, more time to do nothing. I can never remember where the days go. I want to put something into them, keeping each one…at least in my mind. I want too look at the day and smile even if it was a bad day. When it’s a bad day, I know I have learned, taught myself something, something no one else knows. Only the person that knows who I am, not the things I do nor the reasons I do them. I wonder where that person is. Is there a person?
Too many questions left unanswered, and I’m only to blame.
Leave your thoughts with me… :)