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Phase 1 of moving is complete! I got everything I needed to get done last week... found a house (it's soo freaking cute!), re-applied to Columbia College, ordered my transcripts, talked to the GM at the OG, set up my utilities, etc, etc, etc... It was really exhausting. But at least it's all done. Now, just to pack it up, load it up, and move it out!
And after the news my mom told me when I got home from work tonight, I'm glad it's so soon. I tried to get ahold of Spencer all last week. Apparently, he threw his phone out the car/bus (I'm not really sure which) window after getting into a huge fight with my dad. He has some serious anger issues. Punching things, breaking things, and now, wrecking cars. He somehow managed to slam my dad's Suburban into a tree earlier tonight. Totalled it. He's fine, as is the other kid that was in the car with him, but his anger... it scares me. He's going to end up hurting himself or even worse, someone else. It scares me because I know that someday, I'm only going to be doing the right thing and that anger is going to be directed at me. I only hope that I will be strong enough to handle it.
And after the news my mom told me when I got home from work tonight, I'm glad it's so soon. I tried to get ahold of Spencer all last week. Apparently, he threw his phone out the car/bus (I'm not really sure which) window after getting into a huge fight with my dad. He has some serious anger issues. Punching things, breaking things, and now, wrecking cars. He somehow managed to slam my dad's Suburban into a tree earlier tonight. Totalled it. He's fine, as is the other kid that was in the car with him, but his anger... it scares me. He's going to end up hurting himself or even worse, someone else. It scares me because I know that someday, I'm only going to be doing the right thing and that anger is going to be directed at me. I only hope that I will be strong enough to handle it.