ooooooooooooooops (I misspoke, I think)
My bad. luffing, acousticrelease, and lyet, I really do appreciate the feedback, but I think my last post was ill-communicated. What I meant to highlight was the ridiculousness of all the notions that make me hate myself and how, when uttered into their barest, most blunt forms, they seem like such trite, stupid reasons to contemplate suicide at all. I was kinda making fun at myself for wanting to give up on life because I wasn't gorgeous. Seems a little retarded when I think about it/write it out.
Thanks for reading. I'll try to be more explicit with my motives when I discuss something as volatile as suicide or self-loathing so you guys don't get worried or think I'm tanking or anything. Thanks, again, for your concern and love.
I'm still pushing forward, I'm still reading Pronoia and The Four Agreements and the Bible and all my other healing texts (including the Tarot, which is strunningly resonating to me.) Don't worry; I was just taking a moment to reflect on the absurd notions of depression and what it'll have someone like myself believe.
Thanks for reading. I'll try to be more explicit with my motives when I discuss something as volatile as suicide or self-loathing so you guys don't get worried or think I'm tanking or anything. Thanks, again, for your concern and love.
I'm still pushing forward, I'm still reading Pronoia and The Four Agreements and the Bible and all my other healing texts (including the Tarot, which is strunningly resonating to me.) Don't worry; I was just taking a moment to reflect on the absurd notions of depression and what it'll have someone like myself believe.