Bleh
That is all I have to say about my supposed to be exciting weekend. Well, I went to Michigan. Chilled with Jessie yesterday. Nobody was around, nor answering their phones, so we went a couple random places, had no fun, bought the cutest little outfits b/c we were GOING TO go to Emerald, but never did. Stopped and saw Brandon F, was fun. Also stopped at Best Buy so I could buy the sacred movie.. haha. Saw a couple people and chatted. 2 of the people I wanted to talk to, weren't there. Never are when I go in. Losers. Um, ate McD's... which I haven't had fast food in over a month. Yuck. I only had some nuggets and a salad though, so no big harm done. Nothing else to exciting. I was gonna stay at her house, but ended up goin to my mom's at 2am. Staying there until 2pm, then we got ready and went to eat and whatnot. Around 4 I left to come home. Didn't feel like staying in that awful state. Don't know when I'll be going back either. The reason I usually go, is now gone, so I don't know anymore.
Steve and I broke up. He called when Jessie and I were at Brandon's talkin to him. I was pretty pissed so I just went along with everything he was saying. I don't know, I guess he broke up with me, or I don't know b/c I just went along with it all and told him everything I knew he wanted to hear. He said long distance is to hard, he has to much stress... blah blah blah. Excuses. So I just went with it. He obviously doesn't want to try b/c he hasn't been. It has just been me running back and forth, he has only came here once. Oh well I guess. I guess that's it. He said we are probably better off as friends, but whatever. Whatever he wants to think, I'll let him. I just didn't feel like arguing it b/c I was with my friends. It was not the time or place to talk about it, so I just gave him what he wanted. Although, a part of me knows alot of why we aren't dating anymore... well, from his p.o.v. I get upset b/c he can't clean his room or car, and it's discusting, so I'm not comfortable when I'm there, he won't even try to make me comfortable and I honestly don't think it's fair I'm running back and forth and have to be put in filth. It's a long story. But I'm sure my nagging got to him at some point. That and a person named Brian. He can deny it all he wants, but I strongly believe Brian plays a huge factor in this. I don't care though anymore. I'm tired of fighting, I'm tired of stressing, I'm just tired of being by myself in a relationship of 2. Oh well. He got what he wanted so he should be happy now.
Anyways, I'm gonna go find something to do. My sister and them are in Saginaw until Monday, so I have nothing to do all weekend. Scott's truck is here, but I'm guessing he's driving the PT b/c it's gone. I think he was gonna stay here, but I told my sister I was coming back, so I don't know what's going on. Won't he be suprised though. LOL. I hope everyone has a good weekend, since mine isn't going to be much fun. Have fun for me everyone. Later.
<3 Cassie
Steve and I broke up. He called when Jessie and I were at Brandon's talkin to him. I was pretty pissed so I just went along with everything he was saying. I don't know, I guess he broke up with me, or I don't know b/c I just went along with it all and told him everything I knew he wanted to hear. He said long distance is to hard, he has to much stress... blah blah blah. Excuses. So I just went with it. He obviously doesn't want to try b/c he hasn't been. It has just been me running back and forth, he has only came here once. Oh well I guess. I guess that's it. He said we are probably better off as friends, but whatever. Whatever he wants to think, I'll let him. I just didn't feel like arguing it b/c I was with my friends. It was not the time or place to talk about it, so I just gave him what he wanted. Although, a part of me knows alot of why we aren't dating anymore... well, from his p.o.v. I get upset b/c he can't clean his room or car, and it's discusting, so I'm not comfortable when I'm there, he won't even try to make me comfortable and I honestly don't think it's fair I'm running back and forth and have to be put in filth. It's a long story. But I'm sure my nagging got to him at some point. That and a person named Brian. He can deny it all he wants, but I strongly believe Brian plays a huge factor in this. I don't care though anymore. I'm tired of fighting, I'm tired of stressing, I'm just tired of being by myself in a relationship of 2. Oh well. He got what he wanted so he should be happy now.
Anyways, I'm gonna go find something to do. My sister and them are in Saginaw until Monday, so I have nothing to do all weekend. Scott's truck is here, but I'm guessing he's driving the PT b/c it's gone. I think he was gonna stay here, but I told my sister I was coming back, so I don't know what's going on. Won't he be suprised though. LOL. I hope everyone has a good weekend, since mine isn't going to be much fun. Have fun for me everyone. Later.
<3 Cassie