Mar 09, 2005 21:28
its cold still.... its still snowing and iceing over this morning i was iced out of my car ... that was interesting i had to wiggle the door and get a guy from my house to help me out... it worked.
i thought spring was comeing . but more snow is coming. yet while all this is going on its raining down south and my mom is getting married on friday , its a lil weird, i always thought that i would be there for her wedding to scott. i knew when i set them up that they would get married .... yes it was me. he was checking her out and asking about her from the stage at church, he played on the praise team with me. god is so awsome. all this time my mom has had awful husbands, bad times , and always haveing to be the head, and now she has someone to take care of her, who cares for her and carrys her like a real man should. i hope that i find that kind of guy sooner than she did. that has been running through my mind. how she deserves it.
i think about all the guys i met at school and the ones that ment a lot to me if there was more there. if i should regret not seeing more into things... but i dont ... if its gods choice it will come back agian.
well i should get some sleep , the wind kept me up last night. early mornings now a days .
write more this weekend.