Dec 03, 2007 16:12
My heart is breaking inside my chest and the shards and tattered pieces are tearing up my insides and causing me to slowly die.
I've been reading old entires now for two days. I've been trying to decide when and where and why and how. Do you know what I regret the most? Not writting. If only I had done more writting during our relationship I could maybe pin point where things went wrong.
Mike has been gone 5 days now. And at 5pm tonight it will be exactly 48 hours since he has even contacted me at all. The longest we've gone without speaking in the almost 3 years we've been together. We've been married only 5 months.
Who knew marriage would really change things so much?