This is a letter to you and I hope you know who I'm talking to
You've admitted that you've kinda been ignoring me. What can I say?
I want things to go back (but lets not even go there cause I know we can't turn back time) so I guess I want to say is I miss the times when you were my comfort and you would hold me close and we'd have these great talks about life and love. I miss how it was before I complicated things.
I don't want you to avoid me and you still haven't really told me what I should do. Leave you a lone I know. And I will, cause that is something I need to do for myself because I just can't be hurt again.
I don't mean to constantly be falling. Once I thought I was on solid ground till I realized I'm still just falling down.
I want to scream your name and I want you to break me like I've been broken beofore. Possibly that is the solution. Maybe you just need to tell me your true feelings.
Maybe this is the point where I should shut-up?
The only times you look at me anymore is when your stoned and your glazed over expression looks right through me. I think I'm staying sober now to realize the way things are. But, that doesn't make sense.
I can't stop thinkin of you and it doesn't help that you sleep right underneath me... and it doesn't help that nothing is the same. Everything has changed.
For you I do this and for me.
But, It probably won't happen.
Tell me here, tell me now... don't say "I can't" just say you don't... tell me you don't like me.
But, don't tell me to move on.
I'm workin on finding me and when I'm through I hope it leads to you.
I want things to go back (but lets not even go there cause I know we can't turn back time) so I guess I want to say is I miss the times when you were my comfort and you would hold me close and we'd have these great talks about life and love. I miss how it was before I complicated things.
I don't want you to avoid me and you still haven't really told me what I should do. Leave you a lone I know. And I will, cause that is something I need to do for myself because I just can't be hurt again.
I don't mean to constantly be falling. Once I thought I was on solid ground till I realized I'm still just falling down.
I want to scream your name and I want you to break me like I've been broken beofore. Possibly that is the solution. Maybe you just need to tell me your true feelings.
Maybe this is the point where I should shut-up?
The only times you look at me anymore is when your stoned and your glazed over expression looks right through me. I think I'm staying sober now to realize the way things are. But, that doesn't make sense.
I can't stop thinkin of you and it doesn't help that you sleep right underneath me... and it doesn't help that nothing is the same. Everything has changed.
For you I do this and for me.
But, It probably won't happen.
Tell me here, tell me now... don't say "I can't" just say you don't... tell me you don't like me.
But, don't tell me to move on.
I'm workin on finding me and when I'm through I hope it leads to you.