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well tonight fell through. im always second to everyone here.
its sad really...its not that i dont enjoy myself in valdosta its just i have no true friendships here. i dont get the respect i deserve. if your going to be my friend be my friend. maybe im too harsh on people here because i have amazing friendships at home...but i really dont think that is the case. i believe that you should be treated the same by all your friends...you should be treated as a friend...all the time.
im not sure what im babbling about but i just want you all who are my friends to know that i do love you and would do anything for you. even if i dont see you that much you are still my friend. im scared that im going to leave valdosta with no true friendships. maybe thats how it was supposed to be but i just dont get it i have made friends pretty much every where i been...NH atlanta and even walton. i have def. enjoyed my 2 years here in valdosta but im ready for my friends again to be surrounded by pure love that i have learned is friendship.
i could list everyone that actually means something to me but im hoping you all know who you are. thank you for being a friend. and i cant wait to get back to you :)
its sad really...its not that i dont enjoy myself in valdosta its just i have no true friendships here. i dont get the respect i deserve. if your going to be my friend be my friend. maybe im too harsh on people here because i have amazing friendships at home...but i really dont think that is the case. i believe that you should be treated the same by all your friends...you should be treated as a friend...all the time.
im not sure what im babbling about but i just want you all who are my friends to know that i do love you and would do anything for you. even if i dont see you that much you are still my friend. im scared that im going to leave valdosta with no true friendships. maybe thats how it was supposed to be but i just dont get it i have made friends pretty much every where i been...NH atlanta and even walton. i have def. enjoyed my 2 years here in valdosta but im ready for my friends again to be surrounded by pure love that i have learned is friendship.
i could list everyone that actually means something to me but im hoping you all know who you are. thank you for being a friend. and i cant wait to get back to you :)