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I've been thinking a lot lately, and with the onset of the summer and my ever-growing presence in the local car community. I need to change some shit around in my life to make me feel more comfortable. I've got a decent enough setup for my class at autocrosses, and can hang with most cars on the street, especially when it comes to hitting corners, but there is more to life than just that.
I need more satisfaction outside of cars, they seem to be the basis of everything I do. I've been considering my options, and have been calming down, but still seem to be unhappy with everything I do.
I'm done with MCC, still waiting on 2 grades, but both are going to be at least a Bs.
It has also come to my attention that I am typically attracted to girls who either like to have a bunch of attention from different guys, or have no intention of pursuing a relationship with me and will just string me along until they find somebody they like more. I'm going to stop fooling myself into thinking they want more from me, and I am going to share exactly what I think when they tell me what they do and don't want.
I need more satisfaction outside of cars, they seem to be the basis of everything I do. I've been considering my options, and have been calming down, but still seem to be unhappy with everything I do.
I'm done with MCC, still waiting on 2 grades, but both are going to be at least a Bs.
It has also come to my attention that I am typically attracted to girls who either like to have a bunch of attention from different guys, or have no intention of pursuing a relationship with me and will just string me along until they find somebody they like more. I'm going to stop fooling myself into thinking they want more from me, and I am going to share exactly what I think when they tell me what they do and don't want.