Apr 29, 2015 12:18
Every so often, I go through a cycle of feeling lonely and separate and then focusing on my integral parts until I feel awesome and myself again. As a reminder, I'm including a non-exhaustive list of activities that help me feel awesome and myself: watching Bollywood movies, hula hooping, walking, cycling, dancing, eating healthy, reading, listening to bright music, practicing gratitude, smiling, learning, drinking tea.
Other than that, it's been a good season for really weird dreams. Weird dream summary list: I couldn't find my mother so I asked a group of witches to locate her using telepathy, and they connected me to a vision of my mother's boyfriend looking into the bathroom mirror while stabbing the wall with a knife, and somehow this vision also connected me to a phone call with him but I couldn't speak in more than a whisper; A ghost lady repeatedly attempted to kill me until I asked her to stop for a while to let me work on things, and after a few days we started worrying that her lack of malevolence would cause her to disappear because we had become friends; I grew some animals in a swamp, one of which was a worm that grew incredibly large, and when I told the worm that I thought it was creepy, it got insulted and said, "I will eat the heart of your eyeballs," before it jumped at me; I met Bronson while visiting a correctional facility and offered to help him become a gentleman so the guards and other inmates wouldn't kill him for being such a jerk, and after all this took place my brain zoomed out to show that this interaction was a trailer for a movie titled Fifty Shades of Grey.
That seems like more than enough of an update for now. Later!
my integral parts,
dreams,
being myself