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Tennessee is one of Nick's top choices for grad school. I can't go there unless Obama's healthcare proposal passes. Nick said he doesn't want to lose me, but what if he gets a good job out there? Or loves it and wants to stay there? I just don't think he's factoring me in to his decisions; he is just hoping it will all work out. I absolutely do not want him missing out on an opportunity because of me; I want him to do whatever it takes to make his dreams come true. I guess if we're not meant to be together, then we won't be, but I'd love to think he's the one. He has my heart, I don't want him to give it back. I want to talk to him about this stuff, but he never seems to want to. I think he is afraid I will get upset. He's probably right.
Time kills all things...
Edit: If I stayed here until he graduated and he got a good job with benefits, it would work IF we got married. He doesn't want to get married for a long time... and neither of us want to get married for insurance reasons, even though it is something to consider.
Time kills all things...
Edit: If I stayed here until he graduated and he got a good job with benefits, it would work IF we got married. He doesn't want to get married for a long time... and neither of us want to get married for insurance reasons, even though it is something to consider.