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i was at bryan's tonight and during one point of the evening, he was chating online with eric and while they were doing their thing, my mind began to wonder to memories of the last christmas with my dad....it has been almost 7 years since i last saw him, and a little over a year i last heard his voice.. i am glad that i have such a sweet and caring boyfriend like bryan. he held me while i cried...i needed him at the moment, i dont know what i would have done if he wouldnt have been there for me.
so much hurt has happened in my family that was caused by my dad...so many promises broken....also, another christmas without him...i just started crying....i feel bad, even though i shouldnt, for crying in front of bryan about this...i just appreciate him for letting me cry in his arms.... it meant so much to me to know that he cares about me. bryan, thank you for being there for me, i love you so much.
so much hurt has happened in my family that was caused by my dad...so many promises broken....also, another christmas without him...i just started crying....i feel bad, even though i shouldnt, for crying in front of bryan about this...i just appreciate him for letting me cry in his arms.... it meant so much to me to know that he cares about me. bryan, thank you for being there for me, i love you so much.