fuck
i feel like a fucking peice of shit. i look like crap today,i even put make up on and i look like shit. im in a bad mood, i just wanna talk to someone...idk who. i need to see liam. but i look like shit. oh well. AHH im feeling really anxious. shit. i feel like rideing a bus to the library and hideing in a book or write something. im alone right now im the house. i feel crouded and empty i dont know what the fuck is wrong with me. i need to talk to paul. hmm what would paul tell me, he'd say oh god idk even know what paul would say. he'd say something funny and he'd cheer me up. anyways even if paul was able to talk to me i couldnt even talk cause the god damn internet isnt working on the lap top and my dad is being totally anal about it. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh HELP i dont even know how i feel. shit.