Excerpt from Cassie's Diary - Tim Spent the Night
...and so they gave me detention.
But that wasn't even the best part of the day. That came later on at night. Way much later. I met Tim at this park outside of San Francisco last night, you know...our nightly date type thing. Mom's gone out of town, and I wasn't too sure on whether or not I actually wanted Tim coming over.
Anyway, it seems as though Conner confronted Tim yesterday, about Tim's being with me. Conner's under the impression that Tim went ahead and sweeped me off my super-powered feet, when in fact I was the one who instigated all that flirting between myself and Tim. In any case, I told Tim not to take Conner's words to heart. Goddess, though, Conner can be such a butthead sometimes. According to Tim, Conner soon realized why he lost me...but thinking back on it, it's not the only reason he lost me.
I never loved Conner. I liked him, I esteemed him, I definitely cared for him...but I never loved him.
I don't understand that. What I do understand is that I'm wildly in love with Tim, and that's all I need to know.
Anyway...I brought Tim to my home last night, even though Mom was out of town. To cut a long story short...we made out...and we went one step further...no, not all the way, though we did initiate in some AMAZING foreplay. I don't know if Tim's been with anyone or not, but I never even made it this far with Conner.
I'm glad I made it this far with Tim, but at the same time...I hope it's only with Tim. I honestly can't see myself with anyone else at this point in my life. I know, I know, how hokey, I'm only seventeen, blah blah blah, but it's true.
Anyway...Tim spent the night in my house....with me in his arms...just cuddlling and sleeping together.
I've never felt safer or more comfortable or even more loved in my life before.
Goddess, I pray this lasts.