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It's so weird, sometimes life seems fine, and you are just going along, doing what you gotta do, doing what you're good at, and then BAM! Everything catches up to you and you just sit there numb, and a friend comes over to give you a hug, and the tears start flowing. Where did all this come from you wonder? When did I lose myself?... I just don't know.
I hate that fear gets the best of me.
I want love. In so many ways.
I want to feel content.
I want to be happy in my own skin.
I want someone to look at me and fall in love, and realize that even though I ACT like I have it all together, that inside I don't, not at all.
I want to stop DOING and start BEING.
Sometimes I wonder how I even make it through life without falling off the deep end...
Love is so hard for me... It's probably something that scares me more than anything.
And now, what to do? Well, I have to head back over to Plant Hall and finish the last half of a dance show I'm in the middle of right now... So I just keep moving forward and push everything down again, muster up a smile, and be "Cassie".
I'm Aimless...
I hate that fear gets the best of me.
I want love. In so many ways.
I want to feel content.
I want to be happy in my own skin.
I want someone to look at me and fall in love, and realize that even though I ACT like I have it all together, that inside I don't, not at all.
I want to stop DOING and start BEING.
Sometimes I wonder how I even make it through life without falling off the deep end...
Love is so hard for me... It's probably something that scares me more than anything.
And now, what to do? Well, I have to head back over to Plant Hall and finish the last half of a dance show I'm in the middle of right now... So I just keep moving forward and push everything down again, muster up a smile, and be "Cassie".
I'm Aimless...