Something different..
I know I did say I meant to make this blog all about my fiction. But for now, plz bear with my thoughts, my PERSONAL thoughts. I just couldn't find the right mood to complete my fictions but I have tons of things to let out without letting 'some' friends know. Maybe this can be the place. I did not tell anyone about here yet, except for kim-chan. Well, I don't mind you reading this. haha..
I meet many 'old' friends last week. Yep! Kim-chan, you are one of them. Haha..
Too bad did not take any pictures with you.. We have to go out again. It was really fun. I found out that we are still the same. Still so talkative, crazy and friendly! haha. We still can talk about many things. And we still share the same thoughts and interest! I love that feeling. It's as if we've never been apart before.. Haha.. I make it sounds like we are lover.
Anyway, just a comparison. Cause I meet Yen and Yee last week and found that although we still talk and laugh like crazy, but our interest and thoughts are DIFFERENT already. I'm not sure whether is me who had changed or them. Both shares the same opinion on certain topics while I feel differently. I feel that I could not adapt to their lifestyle. Maybe it is me who had been different. They are the same. I'm not sure. But it sure makes me feel a bit sad, a bit lonely and a bit out of their league. We are still friendly together. It's not like we are out of topic while chatting. But something is weird. I feel weird. I dunno whether is just me or the feel the same. What I wish is just that I want to stay the same. However, sadly, things don't stay the same. Especially after 5 years apart. Just thinking of this make me feel lonely. Suddenly I wanted to be surrounded by friends.
In a way, I am. でも although surrounded by friends, I could not enter their circle anymore. It's different already. It's past tense. SOB..
どうして？
やだやだ！
I meet many 'old' friends last week. Yep! Kim-chan, you are one of them. Haha..
Too bad did not take any pictures with you.. We have to go out again. It was really fun. I found out that we are still the same. Still so talkative, crazy and friendly! haha. We still can talk about many things. And we still share the same thoughts and interest! I love that feeling. It's as if we've never been apart before.. Haha.. I make it sounds like we are lover.
Anyway, just a comparison. Cause I meet Yen and Yee last week and found that although we still talk and laugh like crazy, but our interest and thoughts are DIFFERENT already. I'm not sure whether is me who had changed or them. Both shares the same opinion on certain topics while I feel differently. I feel that I could not adapt to their lifestyle. Maybe it is me who had been different. They are the same. I'm not sure. But it sure makes me feel a bit sad, a bit lonely and a bit out of their league. We are still friendly together. It's not like we are out of topic while chatting. But something is weird. I feel weird. I dunno whether is just me or the feel the same. What I wish is just that I want to stay the same. However, sadly, things don't stay the same. Especially after 5 years apart. Just thinking of this make me feel lonely. Suddenly I wanted to be surrounded by friends.
In a way, I am. でも although surrounded by friends, I could not enter their circle anymore. It's different already. It's past tense. SOB..
どうして？
やだやだ！