father
I expected you to be there,
when I cried that night.
When she called and told me
that you might not make it through.
I expected you to be there when I lost all faith,
but in the end you weren't very true.
You didn't believe in me,
which made it hard to believe in myself.
All I wanted was a father to love me,
I thought it was an easy task.
I saw all my friends growing up being daddy's little girl,
and I sat there and rememebered that my dad wasn't around.
Like that didn't kill me enough,
and the gifts that you bought me and the money you spent,
could never show for what I needed in you.
Because father's aren't needed to buy you presents,
they are needed to make you feel safe and secure.
I needed you Dad,
and one day you will realize it,
but I will be far gone.
And i'm not turning around to search for you.
You weren't there and i'm done waiting.
when I cried that night.
When she called and told me
that you might not make it through.
I expected you to be there when I lost all faith,
but in the end you weren't very true.
You didn't believe in me,
which made it hard to believe in myself.
All I wanted was a father to love me,
I thought it was an easy task.
I saw all my friends growing up being daddy's little girl,
and I sat there and rememebered that my dad wasn't around.
Like that didn't kill me enough,
and the gifts that you bought me and the money you spent,
could never show for what I needed in you.
Because father's aren't needed to buy you presents,
they are needed to make you feel safe and secure.
I needed you Dad,
and one day you will realize it,
but I will be far gone.
And i'm not turning around to search for you.
You weren't there and i'm done waiting.