Tattoo
In a month (maybe a little more than a month) I'm getting a tattoo of a Pheonix on my breast with the feathers going down on my upper arm. I'm scared about it going onto my upper arm because even though mostly I use my lower forearm to cut, I'm worried that I'll destroy the tattoo. But mostly I'm just excited. The guy in the tattoo parlor was awesome; he said it was better to get something big that you really want instead of just some small shitty thing, since it's forever, and that convinced my dad to let me get this in a month when he has the money even though it will cost $600 or more. YAYYAYYAYYAYYAY!!! I'm so freaking excited, I could barely sleep next night. So since I was excited and I know that tattoo is probably a sawing motion so I decided I should prepare myself so I decided to cut and I did in a different way than I usually do. Usually I dig the blade into my arm and then yank as hard as possible. Last night, though, I did words "IM NXT" and used a sawing motion, going back and forth over and over again. It was amazing.