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WoW I haven't Written in a long time...Well Here's some updating for ya.... Me and Brian went out for a while I ended up losing my virginity to him in March we were drunk lol but I don't know if you consider it losing your virginity if he didn't pop your cherry or get to finish who knows all i know is it hurt ouch !!! But newayz I broke up wit him a while ago because i heard somethings and i seen him talkin to this girl nicole and some shit went down one day she asked him out he said yes i guess he thought that him and i broke up but i don't think you can break up without talkin to eachother i mean he like assumed it i don't know then yeah more things were told to me so i said fuck it i can't deal wit all of this right now i gotz better thingz to do cuz ive been exspelled from school for skipping and going to flint and buying weed the girl who was wit me has gotten caught and narked me and my friend mike out errr but she's hit lol ne wayz i've been grounded ne wayz thing is i dumped him he started a relationship wit nicole so jus stopped talking to him cuz i didn't think he'd wanna talk to me well he called asked if were still friends i said yes altho i knew it would hurt to see him wit someone else cuz he was my first love ne wayz he started texting me saying wad up check ur email i checked it it said i miss u and blah some other shit well i emailed him back i missed him too but ne wayz he texted me again sayin call him well i finally did and he was all flirting wit me and shit i'm like why u been texting me hes like i miss you well since then he's been texting alot and we've been talking he asked me for a second chance i mean i wanted to soo bad i told him he has a girl and i can't ruin that or i'd feel bad but he did dump her i called him mothers day telling him i can't give him a chance she got on tha phone saying he dumped her for me i'm like omg but ne wayz i stayed at janies house i called him he was in a bad mood cuz some shit went down he said he'd text me later well later came he texted me and guess what he wanted to come see me at janies so he texted me when he got there i got in the car and we jus talked for a long time and he kept saying what's up gurl hows it going and blah and omg i wanted to kiss him so bad i missed himm so much he's like will u give me a second chance i told him i was scared then i had too i kissed him and then we started making out we talked more about the second chance i said u mess things up again theres no 3rd chance see normally the girls are the ones wanting him back after they break up not me haha he came back to me but ne wayz he wanted to take a lil cruz it was like really later 2 or 3 something in tha morning hung out talked more kissed more i finally said i'd give him a second chance he's like telling me how much he misses me and how he feels without me and all this other shit and then he's like tonight i'll be able to sleep knowing i got u back haha then he's like it'd be better if i could sleep holding u then he got the idea of me going to his house and staying the rest of the night there by then it was 5:00 sitting in janies parking lot well i didn't wanna go back to janies i wanted to be wit brian so i said can i u take me back early he said he could turns out we didn't wake up till 11 something he had to check in i was suppose to go to tutoring i didn't go to that i called janie she was pissed ne wayz stayed there till 3:00 had a good time besides me not able to take a shower and look good like normall but oh wellz he and his sister took me to janies to pick up my things she wrote me a mean ass letter oh wellz i guess her and i aren't sisters cuz she doesn't like brian and she didnt want me to give him a second chance but hey i love him and everyone deserves a second chance but ne wayz then they took me to my grandparents they yelled at me and blah guess they gonna tell my dad and i'ma get more punishment oh wellz hopefully they don't mention brians name i wanna tell my dad we got back together and i want him to come over or me go chill wit him whateva works but ne wayz yeah then i did my homework ate dinner and played games wit my cousin alyssa then she left i got my book and i read a lil bit i wrote in my dairy and wrote some letters/notes and that's it but yeah i'm back wit the guy i love