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Well I told him that I liked him... Big mistake, Ends up that he likes my bestfriend,
never felt so much pain. So yeah I use to like him last year, when he had a girlfriend and i didn't know him at all. This year we acutally did things and yeah i had to fall for him. I think it's his eyes that got me, but maybe the arms or that he makes me laugh all the time. (lol) The thing is i was ready to hear that he didn't like me.. for the fact that what would happen since we are talking about me. I have never told anyone that i liked them...this was the biggest step i have ever made. I was to hear that we can jsut be friends.. I was happy thinking that maybe me and him can grow in to bestfriends, for the fact i have so much fun with him. But now it all comes to a crashing end, the last 8 days have been the best times of my life. I would come home and think man i acutally doing things with him and he is everything i thought he would be. I knew i would get hurt but it's now ones fault.
never felt so much pain. So yeah I use to like him last year, when he had a girlfriend and i didn't know him at all. This year we acutally did things and yeah i had to fall for him. I think it's his eyes that got me, but maybe the arms or that he makes me laugh all the time. (lol) The thing is i was ready to hear that he didn't like me.. for the fact that what would happen since we are talking about me. I have never told anyone that i liked them...this was the biggest step i have ever made. I was to hear that we can jsut be friends.. I was happy thinking that maybe me and him can grow in to bestfriends, for the fact i have so much fun with him. But now it all comes to a crashing end, the last 8 days have been the best times of my life. I would come home and think man i acutally doing things with him and he is everything i thought he would be. I knew i would get hurt but it's now ones fault.