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[cassieandrah]

I feel like such a hypocrit. I have such low self esteem yet i join rating communities that say i'm beautiful? What sense does that make. Eh who knows. All i know right now is that life is unpredictable and i miss hana and nicole a lot. I didn't go to school today because i felt sick. Lifes been pretty dull for the week. I sit back here and wish i had such a fun filled life and that i was constantly busy but then i look at my week and see that thursdays and saturdays are really the only days i have off in a normal week. I really just need to realize how much i do and be thankful. It just seems like it should be easy but its not. For some reason the human heart is never satisfied, and i wish i could do something to alter that. I also just wish i could be satisfied with myself and not constantly worry about what other people think. I find that i long to know what people think of me, and when its bad i could careless but if its good i have to make sure i don't screw something up and i stress myself out about it. It's stupid. Right now i am completely beyond comprehension. The end

Cassie<3Andrah

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