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Well it is Sunday…made it through the weekend. Joey got all moved and I'm dealing with post stress junk of hives. Now I need to sleep all night and make it through the week. How ever will I do that? Not sure right now... I have anime to pick up this week. That is a must. Anime always brings a smile to my face! Well not always at least some times. Right now 8 hours of helping unpack stuff has given me a headache. For the first time...well not the first time… but Paul is taking a bath! Soaking because he is sick. I gave him the cold he deserves it! Yeah I know he could have got it... but I gave it to him just the same!
Dad seems to be doing well...other than the face that food is now going through the intestine and that is the area where it is put back together is kinda tender. So he is dealing and takes minor pain pills. That is at least good…for him to just be home….it is a happy thing!
The Jewish New year went very well this year. I took Becca who was over whelmed by everything that was going on. I should have studied my letters more before we went. But that was okay. I at least had an idea of what was what. I can never keep up with them on all the things but I at least try. They are happy for that...trying is a major part of life right now. I don't know what I would do without it. The dinner food I cooked went over just fine as always. I was happy to get it over with. I always worry that something about my food wont go over well. Nothing ever does go wrong…does not mean I wont stop worrying about it. I always worry no matter what it is…or how little of something it is.
Right now I'm worried about Joey and Sarah. They have been dating, but she is MIA completely... she is not talking to friends or anyone. In fact she is avoiding all of us! I don't know what to do...it is so upsetting. Not my life I'm going to try and stay out of it. I still need to get him something for his birthday coming up. I need to get money from work first to do that. UGH the whole money problem. Not fun at all! I hope this paycheck goes much better.
Becca tagged along with me for most of the day. I don't mind having her around. Though Friday night I got called her mother in training. Not really her mother...but I do know that for the most part she looks up to me that way. I some times wish I had kids, but I know that I have to wait. Depressing to think I'm almost 29 and no kids yet. I mean I know that I'm not really, really old yet. But it might be a good idea to start soon. Just need to get all that DR stuff out of the way. Maybe by November I'll be more ready money wise and physically wise.
I have been gaining weight again. I gained another 10 pounds in less than a month. I know that some of it is stress but most is meds I think. But I have not changed my meds tons lately. I'm not sure what to think about it. I'm going to start a morning exercise program again. I'll see what that does. I need to make sure I make Kenpo. I have not been good about that lately. I want to advance but I want to make sure I'm all here to do that. So I have to work on lots of things. I think right now I'll work on going to bed...and moving better in the morning...
Dad seems to be doing well...other than the face that food is now going through the intestine and that is the area where it is put back together is kinda tender. So he is dealing and takes minor pain pills. That is at least good…for him to just be home….it is a happy thing!
The Jewish New year went very well this year. I took Becca who was over whelmed by everything that was going on. I should have studied my letters more before we went. But that was okay. I at least had an idea of what was what. I can never keep up with them on all the things but I at least try. They are happy for that...trying is a major part of life right now. I don't know what I would do without it. The dinner food I cooked went over just fine as always. I was happy to get it over with. I always worry that something about my food wont go over well. Nothing ever does go wrong…does not mean I wont stop worrying about it. I always worry no matter what it is…or how little of something it is.
Right now I'm worried about Joey and Sarah. They have been dating, but she is MIA completely... she is not talking to friends or anyone. In fact she is avoiding all of us! I don't know what to do...it is so upsetting. Not my life I'm going to try and stay out of it. I still need to get him something for his birthday coming up. I need to get money from work first to do that. UGH the whole money problem. Not fun at all! I hope this paycheck goes much better.
Becca tagged along with me for most of the day. I don't mind having her around. Though Friday night I got called her mother in training. Not really her mother...but I do know that for the most part she looks up to me that way. I some times wish I had kids, but I know that I have to wait. Depressing to think I'm almost 29 and no kids yet. I mean I know that I'm not really, really old yet. But it might be a good idea to start soon. Just need to get all that DR stuff out of the way. Maybe by November I'll be more ready money wise and physically wise.
I have been gaining weight again. I gained another 10 pounds in less than a month. I know that some of it is stress but most is meds I think. But I have not changed my meds tons lately. I'm not sure what to think about it. I'm going to start a morning exercise program again. I'll see what that does. I need to make sure I make Kenpo. I have not been good about that lately. I want to advance but I want to make sure I'm all here to do that. So I have to work on lots of things. I think right now I'll work on going to bed...and moving better in the morning...