Apr 17, 2005 22:12
Every one has them! lol Yeah I spend way too much of my time worring about things that I realy should not even worry about. Like a few second ago, for some reason Adam has been on my mind. I am re-playing memories and his family...over...and...over... it is annoying and I wish that I could just get him off my mind, but there are so many "whys" that live in my mind its hard to forget him. Plus, since he was my last boyfriend I naturally will think of him untill he is replaced. People often wonder why I want a boyfriend so bad... the number on reason is to have someone that I can share the joy of life with! Another thing, here I am typing in here when I really should be typing and essay. I want to work on it, but I just keep holding off and off.... the good news is I have been slowly changing by trying not to think so much about the past and guys. Woring on studying harder... it is a slow hard process for me because I am in college just now learning how to study. Idk- I just was on this Adam thought for a while and thats why I wanted to write in here... he is not always on my mind, but just some of the things he did, said, lies... hurts and is hard to forget when they suddenly crash into you at night~
xoCass