If I was a lucky girl.....
What do I say about today? It has been rather boring. I went to class and got an assignment that I think I will like, but getting assignments in every class at the same time really stresses me out. I know that i have things to do in all of my classes, but what bothers me is that I can't remember everything. I feel unprepared.
I went to pick mom up from work today and we stopped and looked at a few cars for sale. I just get so down when i am looking for a car anymore. I mean, i know that whatever i will be able to afford is going to be a piece of crap that I am not going to be able to afford to fix. I blame my dad for that.
My dad promised me that he was going to give me enough money to get a good car that I wouldnt have to worry about. Well, when the day rolled around (last Monday) that he was supposed to give me this money, he gave me a 10th of what he promised me and said i would get monthly installments for the next 9 months. What the hell am i supposed to do with that? I can't afford to go out and spend all of the money that i have on a car and then not have anything to live on for the next 4 months.
I have been crying for about an hour because the whole situation is stressing me out so badly. I am even loosing my hair over the whole ordeal. Every day i get in the shower and my expensive, bleached hair just falls out in hand fulls. I know that it isn't good for me, but there is nothing i can do about the damn stress.
P.S. Someone told me they were crazy about me last night. Why can't i believe it? But then again, why can't i ever believe it?
I went to pick mom up from work today and we stopped and looked at a few cars for sale. I just get so down when i am looking for a car anymore. I mean, i know that whatever i will be able to afford is going to be a piece of crap that I am not going to be able to afford to fix. I blame my dad for that.
My dad promised me that he was going to give me enough money to get a good car that I wouldnt have to worry about. Well, when the day rolled around (last Monday) that he was supposed to give me this money, he gave me a 10th of what he promised me and said i would get monthly installments for the next 9 months. What the hell am i supposed to do with that? I can't afford to go out and spend all of the money that i have on a car and then not have anything to live on for the next 4 months.
I have been crying for about an hour because the whole situation is stressing me out so badly. I am even loosing my hair over the whole ordeal. Every day i get in the shower and my expensive, bleached hair just falls out in hand fulls. I know that it isn't good for me, but there is nothing i can do about the damn stress.
P.S. Someone told me they were crazy about me last night. Why can't i believe it? But then again, why can't i ever believe it?