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[cassie_barnard]

ahhhh .
some days are better than others , granted .
but why do the bad days always get the best of me ???
i work so hard to keep myself ... "together" .
no one will ever know , my parents will never care enough ,
and i will never ask them to understand ...
but today was just so hard .
i need a break ... a breeze ... a breath .
why must everything hit me so hard ,
cut me so deep ,
and stay so long ?

i hate , hate , hate feeling hopeless .